His lies...so I can remember not to fall again..

"If ever you find yourself wondering how long this can continue, take pride in knowing that it isn't temporary.  If ever you find yourself wondering how this can be, find solace in the fact that energy in its purest form, can not be destroyed. IF you EVER find yourself wondering, entertaining uncertainty, about the longevity of this reality...KNOW...that"


I am a....

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"You are Simply Beautiful to me..."  (especially when your legs are wrapped around me)
"I did tell you that I desire to touch your skin tonight right?" (but I'm not in this just for the sex...BULLSHIT)
"I'm sorry about your history  of disappointments but know that I am not like them" ( I am worse)
"for every pound that occurs, I'll hold you closer. For every "eye opening" experience, I'll hold you tighter. For every bite ofyour lip, I'll kiss you longer.  I'm the other part."  (I'm the shit you need to wipe off your ass and flush down the toilet)

"Be good to you...and know that none of it was a game or in vain.  I am ONLY sorry for the timing; nothing else" (oh and that I got caught AGAIN!)

(look into my eyes and be FOOLED so I can FUCK YOU...and dog you after I get caught!)

"Again NOT what I want. I dont want you to be the fantasy, the pretend queen, the other woman. EVERYTHING I've said to you, EVERYTHING has been sincere, heartfelt and true. (LIAR) with the exception of the one like I told, my heart has been transparent to you (ANOTHER LIE..forgot to tell me that you only see me when you are bored )ONE OF the many things that hurt me so badly about this email is your confident assumption that I'm full of shit and just want...(insert P word here) " I think this is when he tried to make me think he was so hurt that he was crying...LIAR

Oh and the other poem of lies...

"created from the essence of beauty, You've captured my heart, breathed life into my faith, given energy to purpose, today and eternally" BULLSHIT

"Your longing gaze holds me still unlike any I've met, You bring peace to my world, setting my heart at east, discontent has ceased, every moment that's shared, I will never forget." (this would mean after she goes to sleep I come to you and I LIE to her as I have for over 15 yrs!)

"To you I pledge an eternal kiss (Kiss from a deadly serpent slithering LIAR), "As long as..."is our blueprint,..."

You brought nothing but deceit, selfishness and lies.  I was another victim  to practice your LIES on and I fell for them. 


NEVER AGAIN will I allow any muthafucka that close to my soul..YOU as many men do...HAVE RUINED a GOOD sistah with your selfish ass ways!!!