Submerged in?????

Touched again
Inhaled again
Caressed again
Kissed again

Tears came to my eyes as I felt his breathe on my neck, caressing, kneading and firmly gripping me exactly where he knew my body would respond only to him.  Preventing me from opening my eyes so as to only feel his presence...I went under...gave in to the intoxication of him reminding me that there was a time when he loved my body and resurrected the woman locked inside.

So much pain, too much pain (too busy with life to deal with it right now...maybe later)

A tear escapes
he didn't see it, or feel it...he was pulling and tugging at the fortress I've surrounded myself in

again

I miss the dream of  being his beautiful black woman...maybe?